I am one of those people that thrives on change and newness. I don’t like being static and I get bored easily, I blame/thank my mom for this, as a kid/adolescent I changed schools every three years in order to get the best education Arizona could offer. I repeatedly had to make new friends, meet new people and learn new routines. My parents also had the types of job that rely on customers and commissions so a regular paycheck was not the norm for us. We had a happy love filled life that was never static. It worked for us and kind of shaped who I am now. Change was kind of my constant I thank my parents for this because now as a 24 year old change doesn’t bother me in the least, I welcome it and crave it. I moved to California by myself went to grad school and made new friends. I met my BF online, we moved to the beach and into an apartment together. Wonderful changes I love love love.
Lately though life has been static, I graduated in May with my MBA and expected to have a new fantasitc job by the end of the summer. Well summer is ending today and no job, I’m bored out of my mind. The days blur together, and I feel lazy and unmotivated. SO not me all. BF has been trying so hard to cheer me up and keep my spirits up and I love him so much for that, but for both our sakes I hope I find a new job soon. I also can’t go anywhere because my car was on the out and out, and I was terrified I’d break down on the 57 and BF would have to come pick me up. The worst part of all of this is that my running has suffered. I haven’t had the desire to run as much, while this is normal in the summer, it’s been bad this year. Maybe I’ll run 10-15 miles a week? So not good. But today it all changed, no I didn’t get a new job, but thanks for the positive vibes.
I got new shoes!
Hot pink Gel Nimbus Asics 14. Every girl knows a pair of shoes can change the day for the better, but these hot pink running shoes make me feel different, it was just the pick me up I needed. I feel like I could run a marathon tomorrow. Ok, not really but maybe 10 miles on Sunday. Maybe my new shoes just turned my attitude around but I really feel like things are going to change for the better very soon. Hopefully that means a fab new job, but whatever it is universe I’m ready and welcoming a big new change, so please, bring it on!!